MyMessyMindsMusing

I was in my solitude then. In that ignorant state  Reading. Fading. I was done waiting for you, You know! Well I waited long enough. Of your arrival  In this new city In this cruel, crowded  And cultured new city. I was dying to see you, You know! Well I dreamed long enough. Of your arrival In this city. In this calm, content And cerebral city. I was in my solitude then Not knowing you were around me. All over around me. Suddenly  And I was in that state Weeping. Dissolving.

  What is this abyss This emptiness The void This never ending coil Of my desolation.   What is this withdrawal This seclusion The shift From you and your world Of an illusion.   What is this feeling This helplessness The futility This apathetic aura Of mine. What is this?