First rain made me cry yesterday.

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I was in my solitude then.
In that ignorant state 
Reading.
Fading.

I was done waiting for you,
You know!

Well I waited long enough.
Of your arrival 
In this new city
In this cruel, crowded 
And cultured new city.

I was dying to see you,
You know!

Well I dreamed long enough.
Of your arrival
In this city.
In this calm, content
And cerebral city.

I was in my solitude then
Not knowing
you were around me.
All over around me.

Suddenly 
And I was in that state
Weeping.
Dissolving.

Comments

  1. AnonymousSeptember 6, 2022 at 5:39 AM

    Woo

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  2. AnonymousJanuary 17, 2023 at 6:54 AM

    It's by ..uhh

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  3. AnonymousFebruary 25, 2023 at 1:07 PM

    I have heard that it is raining a lot in your city, don't get wet too much. If all the misconceptions are washed away, then we will miss you a lot.

    Rain ~ Cry

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