I do.

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And it's been long enough, 
to not cry about it.
But I do.

It's been long enough,
to not wait for it.
But I do.

It's been long enough,
to not care about it.
But I do. 

It's been long enough,
to not pray for it.
But I do.
 
It has been long enough
to move on from it.
But 
I never do.


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25.5.25





Comments

  1. AnonymousJune 17, 2025 at 10:20 PM

    Wow,
    It’s mind blowing..
    You are doing great …

    ReplyDelete
  2. AnonymousAugust 30, 2025 at 1:26 PM

    It's been long enough to say love you to you btt I never do

    ReplyDelete

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