Notations.
and before leaving, I take a tour of the apartment. if I have left anything on the gas or the window open or the geyser on or the switches and after half locking the door, I take 2nd tour of the apartment again, just in case... the window or the geyser or switches and every time while locking the door, I turn the keys in the wrong direction. and every time I wonder how can I be so thoughtless the keys have to be turned towards left side... or is it on the right side? and every single day, I stand in front of the door struggling to lock it turning the keys left and right wondering, how can I be so heedless wasn't it easier yesterday? and cursing myself, for not being attentive for forgetting keys on the way home the other day, for getting easily annoyed by little inconvenience, for giving up every time on the things I love, for not being able to do what I wanted to do, for procrastinating the most important things, for not caring about anything at all. suddenly the door gets