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On losing myself.

I am not being me lately. Doing the things  I was sure I'll never do. For all those times I cursed you for being you. And for all, I know  I am being you now. I am not being me lately. Doing the things  I thought I'd never do. Then, I wanted you to love me like you did. And Then I hated you for loving me like you did. I am not being me lately. Doing the things I imagined I'd never do. For all those years  I cursed you for hankering  For yearning  And longing  burning and for all, I know I am being cursed now. I am not being me lately. I am not me. It's you. Since you.   And you, Are you being me now?