On losing myself.

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I am not being me lately.
Doing the things 
I was sure I'll never do.

For all those times
I cursed you for being you.
And for all, I know 
I am being you now.

I am not being me lately.
Doing the things 
I thought I'd never do.

Then,
I wanted you to love me
like you did.
And Then
I hated you for loving me
like you did.

I am not being me lately.
Doing the things
I imagined I'd never do.

For all those years 
I cursed you for hankering 
For yearning 
And longing 
burning
and for all, I know
I am being cursed now.

I am not being me lately.
I am not me.
It's you.
Since you.
 
And you,
Are you being me now?






Comments

  1. AnonymousJanuary 17, 2023 at 6:52 AM

    Ya it's ..fab

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    1. AnonymousJanuary 18, 2023 at 10:46 AM

      You really think it's fabulous.

      Delete
  2. AnonymousJanuary 19, 2023 at 12:40 AM

    Yaa...
    I have knowledge about poem..
    I not mean that this...this poem is bad...I am telling that it is unbelievable poem...

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    1. AnonymousJanuary 19, 2023 at 12:43 AM

      I can't judge the poem on scale of 0 to 10...
      It's more than 10..

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  3. AnonymousJanuary 19, 2023 at 4:13 AM

    Yes that's the last line one is the best ...Osm... I felt this...

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  4. AnonymousJanuary 19, 2023 at 4:15 AM

    It's more than 100...I don't know u r bro or 😅 where r u form..?

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  5. AnonymousJanuary 19, 2023 at 7:20 AM

    No then..
    This have no words to express...

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  6. AnonymousJanuary 19, 2023 at 9:08 PM

    Who said ...There no word..To express...
    If there is no word to express then , how can she write this fabulous poem ...

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    1. AnonymousJanuary 20, 2023 at 11:49 AM

      Yaa... It's true.. but I don't know how...

      Delete
    2. AnonymousJanuary 20, 2023 at 11:51 PM

      Love has infinite strength bro so she can write

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    3. AnonymousJanuary 21, 2023 at 7:05 AM

      Yaa.. That's true.

      Delete
  7. AnonymousJanuary 20, 2023 at 1:16 AM

    I like that one ' First nain made me cry '

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    1. AnonymousJanuary 20, 2023 at 1:34 AM

      Then comment on that poem bro...Why you comment here ..😍😏😏

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    2. AnonymousJanuary 20, 2023 at 9:05 PM

      Oo...man.. I'm just telling that which one is presented tremendously.

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  8. AnonymousJanuary 20, 2023 at 11:55 PM

    I curse you for hankering...This line .Make me high ..

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    1. AnonymousJanuary 21, 2023 at 7:57 AM

      I would say that the way the poem is presented is is... Nice 🙂... and me it's not just impressive it's plus impressive... Special Thanks to writer...

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  9. AnonymousJanuary 21, 2023 at 8:30 AM

    OH ..YA !!Yes writer deserve the Honour abt the word ..And how she Design her poem mind blowing...Our nation need this type of writter...

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  10. AnonymousJanuary 21, 2023 at 8:32 AM

    I request to the writer ...if you see my text ...Then plz write some words on republic day...🇳🇪

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    1. AnonymousJanuary 23, 2023 at 4:25 AM

      No...
      I think the writer will be write more beautiful on love... according previous knowledge 🙂..

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    2. AnonymousJanuary 23, 2023 at 4:26 AM

      So I heartedly request to write on love...

      Delete
  11. AnonymousJanuary 23, 2023 at 8:07 AM

    Yes bro...
    I think poet are deep in love with someone..What do u think...?

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  12. AnonymousJanuary 23, 2023 at 9:17 PM

    Someone's means ...Exact not the gender that's, words .. that's maker her to write

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    1. AnonymousJanuary 23, 2023 at 9:50 PM

      Writer have pardoning heart... otherwise she was block you..🙂

      Delete
  13. AnonymousJanuary 23, 2023 at 11:59 PM

    Do you think ...The writer see our messages ??
    I dont think so, cz she never replied 😞

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    1. AnonymousJanuary 24, 2023 at 7:45 AM

      Yaa..may be..
      Let's hope will get reply soon....☺️

      Delete
  14. AnonymousJanuary 26, 2023 at 6:34 AM

    Yes...will se...

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  15. SharayuFebruary 7, 2023 at 2:19 AM

    Well, hello readers!
    Sorry for the late reply.
    Glad to know you liked my writings.

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  16. AnonymousFebruary 12, 2023 at 5:54 AM

    Yes ...

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