Hey there!

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It's like something's boiling inside of me. And at any moment I am going to explode.
 My head's full of explosives. And it's aching. So much. I soo want to sleep right now, but I can't.
My eyes heavy. And hands freezing. 
This deadly silence of night. And loud thoughts of mine. 
It's really hard to breathe. There's no one left now. It's just me.
Dizzy and Dried out. 
Something's really wrong.
And afar there..
Are you awake too? At this very moment, 
Are you hurting too? 

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